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Post by Beauitful Disgrace on Wed Jun 30, 2010 2:26 am

Boo affraid

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Post by Guest on Wed Jun 30, 2010 2:36 am

Beauitful Disgrace wrote:Boo affraid

maybe i'm just really tired, but that post made me laugh....

btw HI MOMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and now everyone here probably thinks i'm a little kooky, but what can I say, its 135 and I worked 6 hours today. alien cat I love you pig monkey rendeer afro elephant lol!

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Post by Beauitful Disgrace on Wed Jun 30, 2010 2:46 am

Oh Kaite you crack me up ... I love you soooooo much! Basketball

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Post by Beauitful Disgrace on Wed Jun 30, 2010 2:48 am

Here are some poems I had on the other forum..

Some poems may be triggering ........... plz be careful

Love -N- Hope
She is down old her face
On the dirty old floor
Her eyes are tears filled
She wants more to life
Then boxes of razor blades
And scared filled arms
She is ready to give up on life
But this voice from inside
Tells her that its okay
Giving up on life isn’t the answer
Giving up to the Lord is the right answer
With her hands put together
And her eyes shut
She starts a talking
And hopes some one is listening
No more dirty old floors
No more razor blades
Just Love and hope.
11-29-2007
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Knife Tip
She comes home with tears in her eyes
She got in a fight with Kate
Moms working like always
Shes tired of all the bull
Just a few weeks earlier one of her best friends slit her wrist
She did it to kill herself but it didn’t work
Dawn wanted to die
She felt as if no one cared
She took a knife to her wrist
But she didn’t die
All she found was a new friend
As she pushed the tip of the knife
Down on the wrist
She felt something that she hasn’t felt in sometime
She felt alive
With the warm blood flowing
And her heart a beating
She want to a place that she wished she could always be in.
7-9-07

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Jesus Kid
Walking down a road rocking my Jesus shirt
Inhabited playing in my ear
A man gives me a rude look
I want so much just to tell him that my life ended
On the day the day it started
I gave my life to Jesus
And he took over my life
Because he died i don’t have to go to hell
I was once in his boots
I thought that them people were nuts
But because someone cared
They showed me his love
Its not always clam waters
But it nice knowing that when the water is up to my neck
All i have to do is take his hand.

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Untitled
She has fought a good fight
But no one knows its a battle on the inside
And on the outside
Many have seen the marks
They didn’t know a thing she’s been at this for many years
Giving her many lies to say
Sometimes its the cat got me
And others its a simple i don’t know
They don’t understand
But why would they
There are three reasons why people don’t ask
They don’t want to deal with it
They don’t see the aftermath
Or they know what its like to only want peace
No money or fame could change their out look
Money could help oh don’t get me wrong
But money doesn’t buy happiness
She popped some pills
And the pain stayed
She tried to drink herself happy
Only to wake up with a killer headache
Nothing seemed to help
It took braking down
And running to the only person
That could save her from herself.

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Under Control
She thought that she had it under control
She would only harm every once on a blue moon
When she did it last week it really wasn’t that big of a deal
But this week is a different story
She wants to do it so bad so
She thinks to herself
Maybe if i just make a few cuts things will be ok
Boy was she way off
Last week it was about 50 cuts and a big fat and ugly on her hips
This week it was about 15 on her arms and about 100 on her belly
She hasn’t done it that bad in a long time
What was she thinking when that razor cut her skin
She'll never tell.

Untilted
She acts as if everything is okay
But on the inside everything is falling apart
She walks by the same lockers
And people
But no one knows
Whats behind that smile
She hides what she don’t wont the world to know
By smiles and long sleeves
No one knows that’s behind the arm band
Lays a band aid
Blood stained
This is the after math
This is her out
No words no tears
Just the same ol’ fake smile
And some ol’ marks
Oct. 14,2007


Trailer Lady
There once was a lady
Who lived in a trailer
She had three kids
And they were messed up from the start
She thought that she had it right
She had a boy
Then two girls
Her baby boy was oh poo
And her youngest girl a mistake
Her youngest tried to live up
To what to other two didn’t
But she found herself going down
The same roads
And a few new ones
The road they went down was filled with
Drinking , drugging and babies
She went down a road of razor blades and band aids
She did do a little drinking
But she didn’t do drugs or babies
Now that shes older shes burning rubber
And leaving a dust cloud
Cause shes making new roads
That will take her away.
Aug. 5, 2007


White Dress
Her white dress
Is faded and riped
Walking into church today
She feels out of place
As the preacher starts preaching
She feels even more out of place
The preacher talks about
Wearing your wedding clothes
She looks down
She feel shameful of her dress
The preacher goes on
Telling the group of people
That if they ask
Their wedding clothes will be cleaned
She feels this funny feeling
And hears this voice
This is something new to her
She listens and hears
The voice of the Jesus guy
The preacher starts to tell the group
If you feel Jesus talking to ya
Come and pray
He didn’t have to say it again
She knew that she needed to
Hands shaking
She walks up to the preacher
She prays
Feeling as if every worry
Every care
Was been lifed
Walking out of church tonight
She feels right were she should
Nov. 7, 2007

She Will Be
She always stood out
No one knew the things she holds
She had a plan to make big things happen
But every one thought she was
Some dumb girl that didn’t know a thing
She told her self that she would show
The people of this that town that she could
And would make some thing of the self
So she studies hard
Does what is need to pass them classes
And make them grades
Listening to the teachers
And learning what she can
Shell some day get out of this town
And make her dreams come true
As she thinks of the past
Nothing has really meant anything
Up until the past few years
High school will make you or brake you
For her it did both
She found and lost herself
Made friends and lost some
But what matter most was
That she pushed and pushed
And cant wait for the next few years
She wants to move on
No longer the scared little girl
She want to be the girl
She always wanted to be
Strong and in control
Mar. 1, 2008


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Post by Beauitful Disgrace on Sat Sep 18, 2010 8:41 pm

I love dirt bike riding … the speed … the element of danger.. I get lost in speed the .. The feeling that I am almost flying then I go to go around a crave and hit the breaks .. Then it hits me the real world it still happening and Im still in it.

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