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Post by Jenna09 on Tue Nov 09, 2010 7:34 pm

My dad and I got in a bad argument last night. And I found out my grandpa has cancer today and there's is only a 20% chance of him surviving. My dad also took my lighter. He doesn't know I used it to burn. He thinks I'm doing drugs or something. And I can't find my blade. I'm completely numb. I need a release.
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Post by Steph on Wed Nov 10, 2010 9:18 am

I'm sorry to hear about your grandpa. It's always hard to get that news. (((((((((HUGS))))))))) We love you Jenna.

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Post by Jenna09 on Wed Nov 10, 2010 9:41 pm

It really sucks. Today was a little better. But I don't think it'll last very long.
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Post by Broken-Life on Wed Nov 10, 2010 11:19 pm

Jenna, I am so sorry to hear about your grandfather. That is hard. Please know I'm praying for you, hang in there, God will be your strength, love you loads an praying loads for you

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Post by Jenna09 on Sun Nov 14, 2010 1:07 am

My dad got reported today. The next few days should be interesting. And I hate crying.
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Post by Steph on Sun Nov 14, 2010 3:56 pm

Please keep us updated Jenna! We love you!

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Post by Jenna09 on Mon Nov 15, 2010 9:26 pm

This weekend was insane and this upcoming week is going to be even worse. And I've screwed up pretty bad with SI. But I can't seem to find God through all this. Idk. That's probably my fault too, but what's new?
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Post by Steph on Tue Nov 16, 2010 11:12 pm

This card is for you Jenna! You are precious! You are loved! It's not about who's at fault, it's about YOU choosing to live daily embracing the strength and grace of the Lord. I know with God's help there is only victory, you might not see that now but hope is there in the darkness and with Christ you can!

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Post by Jenna09 on Wed Nov 17, 2010 1:03 am

Thank you, Steph Smile Today has actually been a lot better. Which is weird because it was insane today with the stuff with my dad and school and having to get my brother where he needed to be all day. But it ended up being a really, really good day.
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Post by Guest on Wed Nov 17, 2010 11:33 am

We have to give our thoughts to Jesus every single day. our minds are a funny thing but also the representation of the pinnacle of God's creation- humanity. We are all standing beside you in the fight...standing in full armor while believing the weapons I have are able to demolish strongholds. (2 Cor. 10:4)

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Post by Steph on Wed Nov 17, 2010 9:04 pm

Jenna, that's great! Prayers are being answered!

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Post by Jenna09 on Wed Nov 17, 2010 10:31 pm

Definitely. I really don't like everything that is happening with my dad. It really sucks that my family is being torn apart like this. But I think eventually it'll all turn out okay
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Post by Steph on Wed Nov 17, 2010 10:37 pm

We never enjoy suffering but it's through the suffering that we grow. Like Job found, even through suffering God is still in control and still Sovereign. I encourage you to read the book of Job.

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Post by Jenna09 on Thu Nov 18, 2010 12:42 pm

Well. My dad has been accused on accounts of domestic violence, both physical and emotional. And whole bunch of other things I do not understand. I mean, I know what they mean and all, I just don't want to see it actually happen. There's court and all that stuff I have to attend since he was reported on my behalf. I didn't know who reported him until last night. Apparently a man from my church who is aware of the way my dad acts saw a few bruises after a fight and reported them. So. I don't want my dad to go to jail and but I really want him to get help. And i don't want to not be able to see him again, which is a big possibility with the accusations and how many times he has done this. Idk...this is almost to much for me to handle right now. I saw it coming, but I just wasn't ready for it.
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Post by Steph on Thu Nov 18, 2010 10:27 pm

Maybe jail is just what your dad needs to get the help he needs. I know it's hard to swallow. I'm sorry your family is struggling so badly. I will continue to pray for your family. Remember you've got a God who loves you and you are a princess in His Kingdom. =)

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Post by Jenna09 on Sat Nov 20, 2010 12:24 pm

I don't want him to have to stay in jail because it may mean I won't get to see him again. And that scares me.
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Post by Lina on Mon Nov 22, 2010 4:55 pm

hey Jenna,

just wanna tell you i love you and am praying for you..

God holds you and your family in his Hands.
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Post by Jenna09 on Fri Nov 26, 2010 12:27 am

I guess it's really bad to say this, but today sucked. I'm sure I have a lot to be thankful for. Well, I know I do. But having Thanksgiving with my dad's side of the family without my dad there was horrible. Especially since everyone knows what happened. I felt so stupid. I shouldn't have let the bruises show and my dad get caught. Idk
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Post by Lizzie on Fri Nov 26, 2010 9:33 am

jenna, none of this is your failt..
please know im praying for you!!
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Post by Lina on Sun Nov 28, 2010 4:43 am

Jenna, i totaly agree with Lizzie,

please dont think like that!
im praying for you!

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Post by Jenna09 on Mon Nov 29, 2010 2:28 pm

I don't know. I can't help but think like that. I know it's wrong though. Idk what to do anymore.
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Post by Jenna09 on Sat Dec 04, 2010 4:44 pm

stupid. im such an idiot
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Post by Lizzie on Sat Dec 04, 2010 7:16 pm

u ok hun, and ur not stupid...
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Post by Steph on Sat Dec 04, 2010 9:30 pm

How bout'.....

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Post by Jenna09 on Mon Dec 06, 2010 9:18 pm

I don't know what my deal was the other day. Sorry..
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