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Post by Survivor2010 on Fri Jul 01, 2011 1:49 am

I am what you call bulimrexic... I am struggling.. I don't eat only cause i dont want to throw up. But when I do eat i throw it up. I am struggling with this. It controls me, but I want to control my life for once.
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Post by Guest on Fri Jul 01, 2011 11:11 am

Stay in constant communication with HIM is the first thing! HE will guide you to those that can hold your hand and help you navigate the recovery journey.

-Remind yourself daily of the truths of God's Word that are to replace the lies that satan feeds us. Spend time daily in the Bible and in prayer.
-Remember that recovery is a process, and there is joy in the journey.
-Dig deep into the thoughts about your size, weight, and food because they are just symptoms of deeper issues.
-Sit at the feet of Jesus and behold His face.
-Set healthy boundaries with yourself, family, and friends.
-Refuse to settle for anything less than complete freedom.

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Post by Survivor2010 on Fri Jul 01, 2011 1:21 pm

I do that all the time, I sing to HIM, I pray to HIM, I even dance to HIM. Idk, its like its getting worse and worse, my blood sugar is always taking massive leaps and I feel weak all the time. I can't move fast then I see the world circling me. Idk what to do, its scaring me.
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Post by Guest on Mon Jul 04, 2011 3:02 pm

It's always good then to try something new in our relationship with Him. Maybe it's a new form of discipleship....a new accountability partner.....adding new items to the meal plan.....try volunteering and serving others and being the hands and feet of Jesus.....write a letter to ED telling him that you are done with him.

You can't torment yourself and be free. You can't do a lot of things, and be free. Living this new lifestyle is going to take some getting used to.

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Post by Survivor2010 on Mon Jul 04, 2011 3:08 pm

My mom still has no clue, she still thinks I am "normal" that word is way overrated. I try to add stuff to my meal plan, I can't. If I get 1 cup of water or what ever liquid I am full. I drink juices. and sometimes pedilite for electrolytes. idk but its massively scaring me. I never felt like this before. Like I can't really lift anything above 4 lbs with out having problems.
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