Really happy at the moment

So I have been going to CR for the last 7 months. I was talking to one of the leaders and they want me to share my testimony next saturday whch in 6 days. I am so excited. They said its suppose to be like 11-12 pages but they said I can do it with 5 pages as long as I elaborate on somethings if needed. I will have to take pauses and tell little side stories. I have already planned that. I sent my testimony to the leader and they are going to go over it and tell me anything that I should add or take out. I mean I think I did great but I am not a leader you know? If any of you would like to read my testimony that is like 5 pages long let me know and I will be glad to email it too you! Just let me know. Maybe it could be inspirational to you guys. who knows but it will tell you how far I have gotten or maybe I will just post it on here but I dont know cause its like 5 pages typed and like 10-11 pages written. That is like ALOT...

I know I write alot as well. For over a week it was painful to go into my backpack after what happen with failing placement so I took out lined paper and just started writing about everything tha happen in March. It's 6 3/4 of written work. so I knew it was easier to have everything written down then talk about key points with my new psychologist so thats exactly what i did i photocopied the whole letter for her and when i gave her the photocopied version she was like is this for me and i said of course it gives very good insight it explains alot and she said she'd read it so i know whats like with writing. it's taking a really long time to write all of March into my actual diary like it should of been in the first place. and then i still have to write out April. So if you want to share your testimony here i think alot of people could use the inspiration maybe i could too. Or if you figure it's too long you can just put the main points.