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Steph
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its hard to leave everything at his feet though.
when i pray at night and tell God everything, i wake up the next mornin and something reminds me of the pain and such. Does that make sense?
well......i am trying to do something that will keep me positive.....but i have yet to figure out what that is......i want to enjoy things again like i use to. I want to be able to smile and really be happy behind it. I want to be able to sing out to the lord and feel good about it.
i want to hide so bad and just cry my eyes out and scream. i get to see my bestest friend next week, and i really think it will do me some good. She can always make me feel happy no matter what for the whole day. Im falling to pieces, lord can you please, pick me up and make me whole. Please God! hear my cries. Lord i cant keep going on like this all my life. :'(!!!!
when i pray at night and tell God everything, i wake up the next mornin and something reminds me of the pain and such. Does that make sense?
well......i am trying to do something that will keep me positive.....but i have yet to figure out what that is......i want to enjoy things again like i use to. I want to be able to smile and really be happy behind it. I want to be able to sing out to the lord and feel good about it.
i want to hide so bad and just cry my eyes out and scream. i get to see my bestest friend next week, and i really think it will do me some good. She can always make me feel happy no matter what for the whole day. Im falling to pieces, lord can you please, pick me up and make me whole. Please God! hear my cries. Lord i cant keep going on like this all my life. :'(!!!!
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*hugs* I'm sorry you feel that way, hun. I'm praying that you find freedom soon- until then, trust that God will make a way where you don't need it anymore. I love you so much!!
~Drea
~Drea
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thanks drea. Its not your fault. Its no ones fault but my own.
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