Survivor2010 (Kelsie)

Ask me anything, tell me anything.. or just have a random conversation with me lol...

I'm so glad that you've joined us! I hope you had a fabulous day today!

Hello! I'm glad you joined! And I think being able to play the flute is AMAZING!!

Thanks, and yea I am gonna be going to school starting july 11 So i may not be on as much

Ok so I feel like my heart sank to the bottom of my stomach, I went to check for the application in my mail box.. I am sooo scared.. I called them today forgetting its 4th of july... I have like 2-3 question regarding intake. So my heart feel like its in my throat now.. soo yea.. idk....

Take a deep breath!

lol... yea.. I tried that... i am really nervous.. Idk what I am gonna tell my mom when she finds out I am applying for Mercy Ministries. She is Atheist. or Wiccan.. idk what she is anymore. I don't know who she is anymore. She used to be very supportive, but now she is like distant from me. she doesn't really talk to me. I don't know.. I feel so abandoned... I am left at home while she goes to work. I have 2 sisters that live with me. They don't pay to much attention to me. Idk.. I feel so.. alone. I have God, I have Jesus, but I want family. I want to have my mom back. I want her to talk to me for more then 2 seconds. it hurts alot. It really does. I don't know what to do.

Ok so I took a day and a half to myself. I realized so much about myself. I learned about things I just overlooked. Its so amazing what a day and a half to yourself really does to you. It open my eyes to so many ideas. Brilliant ideas at that. I also learned that I am worth more then the Devil can handle. ^_^ I think it makes sense to me. lol
Yea so I am not only going to live my life to the fullest, but I am going to live it to fullest the way God wants me too!!! ^_^!! Living with my faith and keeping my head held high and not letting a thing get in my way. If I get pushed down I am gonna get right back up and keep going forward sense there is nothing in the past I can change! I have learned to accept that, and I learned to forgive myself and others.

Rock on girlie! Your post gave me a big smile.

yea i learned to accept myself for who i am not and i am not gonna hold back

That's good! How is the application process going?

hahaha.. its going great actually... like me and a friend of mine were like having a little christian chit chat and we prayed and talked about it. Well the lord really spoke to me. I know how i am gonna get there.

That's great! I'm so happy for you!

yea I have it all figured out I believe!! ^_^