something has come up

Something has come up with me, and well I need to take care of myself. I don't want to hurt anyone. So I am gonna be offline for awhile. Please no one inbox me. I will fine, I just need to do alot of taking care of myself. I haven't been a good person or friend to anyone. I have been lying to everyone that i am ok. I am really not ok. I just need to be offline and taking care of myself. I can't handle this stress and depression. I have been thinking alot about stuff i shouldn't so I am going to have to go. I might even commit myself to the hospital cause of this. I might idk. I am not doing good at all. This is the worse year of my life. I need to concentrate on myself. I can't do that when I have a million friends well not millions but alot of friend wanting to tell me they are going do away with their lives. I am not mentally stable for that. I am having a hard time dealing with other suicides. I don't need anymore. I am mentally not ready for any of this. I just need to be with myself. I really need to be alone.

Hun somethings we need to step back and take time for ourselfs, take some time for you and God.Hope things work out well hun!

Love you Kels <3

Take care of yourself girl.

"Therefore we do not lose heart, but though our outer man is decaying, yet our inner man is being renewed day by day. For momentary, light affliction is producing for us an eternal weight of glory far beyond all comparison, while we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen; for the things which are seen are temporal, but the things which are not seen are eternal. " 2 Corinthians 4:16-18