Sleepless night

Recently I had the worst night I could ever remember with sleep no matter what I did I could not fall asleep so I took my cell phone out of the charger and put the covers over my head and just started typing in this little poem.

If you could see the hurt inside
you could see me dying inside
The truth of it all is it's just too much to carry at all.
if you could look at me and see me for me
I wouldn't have to hide at all
Its not easy for me to let my feelings out
but i wish i wasn't so alone
for me to show the hidden me
isn't fair at all
i wish i didn't have so much on my mind all the time


sleepless night is what i carry now
everything weighing down heavily on me

It's frustrating when we can't sleep. Glad you were able to do something productive with your sleepless night though and construct this poem. =)

an update on this:

It takes forever still too fall asleep. Even with a change of dosage in my pain medication it doesn't help. I just can't turn my mind off at night.