Invisibility *could be triggering*

I'm with my friends, yet all alone
Invisibility, the mask that I own
If it wasn't glued to my face
It would be the mask I'd try to erase

I want to let you in when you ask, "What's wrong?"
but no one needs to hear that sad song
So, I hold it all back, a stupid crime
and you go find a person to love within time.

I say I'm an introvert and just shy,
but in reality that is a partial lie.
Yes, I'm an introvert, to that I'll agree,
but when I'm quiet, that isn't the key

When I'm quiet, my mind goes away
and flutters off to another day
filled with despair and misery
form which I wish my mind could flee

I'd ask for more chances, a second or third,
but chances are things I don't deserve
Your help is something which I prize
but in the end, I'm only a girl who cries.

*hugs* Oh, sweetie, I'm sorry to hear you feel that way. I love you so much!
I just want you to know that everyone deserves second (or more) chances, even if they think they don't... That's what mercy and love is all about. And I'm sure that your friends would dearly love to hear whatever "sad song" you want to tell. And if they don't, well... We care about you on here.
Love you so much hun. Hope you're feeling better soon.

Thanks Drea...

I don't deserve those chances, didn't even deserve a first one.

I don't understand how people can care about me when I don't post on here, therefore people don't really know about me... how can someone care about someone they don't know...

Sorry.. just having a hard time... I'll get over it eventually..

I can assure you that I care about you and I might not "know" you. It's the beautifulness of being in love with Jesus and being in his family, it's hard to not love others regardless of whether we have ever met face to face.

We love you girl...you will never be judged here and you can tell me all the "sad songs" that you want to. That's what I'm here for. I love listening and praying for you! I love seeing you find freedom from your hurts and rejoicing with you in the victories. I love being a girl that can if nothing else point you to the One who can heal your broken heart.

LOVE YOU!!!