hi *triggering*

I probably shouldn't be posting this.... but it has been on my mind for the past few weeks...

i keep trying to tell myself that i'm perfect the way I am.. but then I end up still criticizing the various parts of my body that I despise...
I got this notion to lower my weight before I move in to school.
My mind repeats... I will be xxx by August 20, 2010.....over and over and over... I know that isn't a healthy drop in weight to lose soo much in a small amount of time.... but I yearn to be tiny.. so tiny even, so I don't exist...

yea.. idk why I'm posting this... I hope it doesn't trigger anyone..

Katie I want to say you are very beauitful . I love you soooo much. Please be careful.. Please!!!!

((((((katie))))))
you are a beautiful girl, god made you beautiful. I pray that one day you will truly see how beautiful you are inside and out. Please be careful hun, we dont want anything to happen to you. Keeping you in my prayers. Sending love and hugs
xxx

agree with the above posts..
katie.. i love you

Thanks girls...... its just so hard... forcing myself to eat even though I know i will feel sick and disgusted after... I hate me so much..

Hun I know its hard but Im proud of you for doing so ... I love you kojo!!! ((((((((((((((((((((KOJO))))))))))))))))))))))

i know its hard sweetie, and i know exactly how you feel. I'm sorry your having to make yourself eat. I'm still praying for you.
(((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))

I know that the struggle seems impossible at times. But don't give up! With God's help, nothing is impossible. God is good and he knows your purpose in life!

You may benefit from doing some research to find outpatient resources or free support groups in your community/area to give you the encouragement and support you need right now.

"He performs wonders that cannot be fathomed, miracles that cannot be counted." Job 5:9