I hate me.. *triggering*

by Guest Wed Oct 27, 2010 12:40 am

I hate having a meal plan..... I hate not being able to get away from people.... because that makes me have to eat...

I don't want to eat... i can't take me anymore.
I either want to starve myself to non-existence.... or sometimes I have the urge to just grab my skin and fat and rip it off (as if it was possible...)....

It seems as if in every class or certain meetings I have... have something to do with ED's.. and it just triggers me more....

and then seeing all these friends I have that are underweight... I fantasize to be like them.....

I hate me...

by Lizzie Wed Oct 27, 2010 5:46 am

i love you katie.. always

by Broken-Life Wed Oct 27, 2010 6:17 am

Katie, I love you. To me, to the girls an most importantly, to God, you are beautiful. You have such beautiful eyes an long beautiful hair. Your body is beautiful in all ways. I am praying for you katie an I am sending my love an hugs to you

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I hate me.. triggering