possible trigger....i dont know

Struggling....I have a friend over and yet, I still feel the strong urge to cut. So much going on, its stressing me out. I've tried so hard to hold myself together for people, but I am falling, breaking at the seams. I am drained physically, emotionally weak and I don't even know mentally. =/ just a rough time right now. Feeling like a burden to so many. We got to talking tonight at church about loving people who are difficult to love, and one certain thing in my past hit hard and now I'm having flashbacks. Not doing so great tonight really just feel like bleeding until I am numb.

Myra, you are not a burden. Try talking to your friend or playing game with her. It may help to distract you. I love you hun and I'm always here if you need me.